Thursday, March 03, 2005

why so ugly...

Yeesh. I just realised I looked like an oversized wreck of a person. Just killed my self-esteem for the remainder of the week. Probably will hide in my room and cry for the next 3 days. Those huge panes of glass in shop fronts tend to do that to you. But I like how the hair's coming though. But the rest, yech.

Hmm. When since should a guy be whining about all this anyway? And a guy like me too. It's all gone terribly wrong, and you know it, when someone like me turns like that. Must be the food. Or something in the water. Or it's hormones. Meh. Reproductive cycles disrupt so much, as much in males as in females. Researchers have just proven that guys also have monthly hormonal cycles that make mood changes, sometimes even more drastic than girls. The reason it remained undetected for so long is that the female gender happens to have a more obvious biological cycle to pinpoint their mood swings, whereas males do not. But it seems that males are even more subject to hormonal changes than females. And there's a lot more, but I can't remember. This might explain my wierd wierd moods. Or maybe not. Meh.

I seem to have a slightly more feminine mind than most of the guys I know. I don't know wether to be worried, or to take it as an asset in to catching a mate. Speaking of which, I seem to be a lot more sensitive to scents and flavours these past few days. Eeewe. Like a pregnant lady, lolz. Seriously, I don't have to overdose on sugar and salt to taste stuff. That's a tad bad when eating out. Everything tastes so extreme. Hmm.

Confusion

Left right
Day night
Baker's Delight
Because it rhymes without reason
It loads up on confusion
Like smells without source
Or workers without a boss
Perhaps rain without a cloud
Or a loser who is proud
A large perplexed bunch
Eating overflavoured lunch
Of tofu salads and plain water
Like calling your son your daughter
It's all a big illusion
Something we call confusion

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

it's normal for a huy to care about his looks nowadays, it develops a guy to have a fine sense of style and girls will like that.. trust me even the most egoistical and manly man care about their looks, it doesn't show a feminine side it jus shows maturity where one grows up to be more cautious about how they look.but jus dun say u look so ugly, jus try ur best to look smart and presentable, that's wat matters..

quicksilverlining said...

i'm hardly what i'd call presentable. i don't even want to go into the physical details that i dislike so much. and anyways, i don't know if i'm doing it to attract a mate or to satisfy myself, but somehow i feel like it's all really wrong. meh.

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